Truth in Life?
Ok, This was supposed to be part two of the “Two Messiahs” but God has been working on me and I did something rare for a Christian Biblical Scholar… I listened and I am obeying Him. My main “blog” is Goin’ Messianic. I began that “blog” as a chronicle of what was happening to us and what is going on inside of us and also to warn folks about what is coming sooner than we thought. I never wrote about what is happening to me and others like me.
I had an average family and I was a missionary and preacher, (self financed), I lost my wife and most of my family to this world’s reality of sin and seduction for the things of this world. My wife made a fabulous amount of money for her work as a nurse. My earning power was about half of what she made. She decided that since I had a gift for managing money and preaching we would have a ministry that I would run and that instead of working for money I’d take care of everything, (cook, clean, do all of the running, shopping etc), I tried it and for the next 20 odd years I did it all. In June we separated and I have been trying to find work since then.
My stepdaughter is mentally disabled, (bipolar, depression and drug addicted/recovering, etc.), my wife went through an addiction also and we worked through it. My wife’s mental state started to deteriorate about 2 years ago due to the stress of our daughter and her cocaine addicted live in and work related problems. I tried to hold us together but she allowed the daughter to drain all of our savings and retirement and support her live in boyfriend’s addiction.
My wife’s mind couldn’t take what she had allowed but it was to late and we separated. The whole time I was trying to tell her what was happening but she and my stepdaughter refused to listen. My ministry is all but gone and so is my family. If this is the price I pay to tell the truth I must accept it.
Oh, my sweet Lord it does torment and hurt me more deeply than I could ever explain. Ha Satan/Lucifer is enjoying my loss and pain but I offer it up to the Lord in the hope that He will save my beloved family. All of this truth said here is the truth in life for me is God through Jesus and if it costs me all that I have and my life it is a pittance to give for the love God gives me and the mercy and forgiveness of my sins. Salvation is the truth and it is worth it all.
About the two “Messiahs”, Jesus is the both of them the sacrificial Messiah who was the flesh and blood only begotten Son of God that carried God’s blood to the earth to pour out and redeem us from all sin and more! Jesus is the triumphant King of Kings and Lord of Lords that will be back here very soon to claim His people and rule the earth with an iron rod. Christians you have one understanding but you must have the other half as a Christian you are also a Jew! Jesus is returning as the Lion of Judah the Jewish Messiah that has been long awaited for by God’s chosen. The first Messiah was the redemption of man and sin the second Messiah is the return of the King of all things!
My next article will be next week Mon. or Tues. and it will be one that you will not want to miss! Until then and beyond I will be placing one foot in front of the other slowly walking up the path that my savior Jesus left for me to follow, please pray for me.
Hillel Yeshua!
The Dustbunny
